When you think of life in segments, you think about the beginning and the end. When you live in a place for a set time period, it’s always in your head when you will leave the place. I reluctantly counted down my time in London and dreaded my departure date. It’s hard to not think of life in segments when you spend three months there, four there and then realize that for nine months you will be in one place… doing one thing. In five weeks, I will be back at school. It seems like forever since I’ve been on campus. In London, I had an internship which I needed to do good work to get credit. The same thing is true here in Denver. However, when I go back to classes, I will once again write papers, take tests and receive grades.
I’m excited about the classes that I’m taking, which is a strong motivation for returning to Mizzou. Since I’ve taken journalism classes for so long, I have neglected to take “college” classes — those classes like psychology and sociology that college is all about. In fact, I only have three classes left to finish my degree, but I’d like to stay and take classes that interest and excite me. One of these is a history class and another is a Sociology of Gender class. The one that I’m most excited about? Screenwriting. In this class we write an entire screenplay. For once in a long while, I will feel creative again.
I’ve thought that this internship would give me the golden answer to what I want to do when I graduate. It really is not that simple. If anything, it has raised more questions about my future. What do I like doing? What is most fulling? Hopefully, this last year in school will continue to answer some of these questions and raise new ones. Until then, however, I’ll keep exploring, asking questions and enjoying my time in Denver.